Confrontation is always difficult, but I had to know. I prepared for the shattering news as is my nature to brace myself for the worst, yet hoped to be proved wrong. I finally asked My Dawson if he was still interested. His answer was an earth-shattering no.
I have a BIG headache, but it's getting better. Tonight is improving by seeking out distractions. I just need time. Although I thought it would be so perfect, it wouldn't have because he's not the one for me regardless of how much I want to believe otherwise.
There's no turning back time. What's the point anyway? I'm happy with who I am today and I wouldn't be like this if the past was to change.
3 comments:
OMG!!!! Yeah, expect a call from me!
So true. I'm happy with who you are too. I'm starting to lose faith in Oklahoma men. What a bunch of losers! I count myself in that bunch too as there are some things about myself that I want to improve. This reminds me of what my highschool English teacher said to me back in 1997:
"The secret to life is learning how to deal with stupid people."
Tru dat, Mrs. C. Tru dat.
Thanks for the encouraging words. Maybe it is good I'm moving out of state. ;) You're not one of those Oklahoma men, though.
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